Jesus

its just u, me and a long narrow road.
guild me.
take me home.
i love u!

recovering

kk...
seem to be recovering...
still seem to have some "voice in my head"
sometimes still has lack of sleep...
but i think i have regained my eating habits...

anyway...
i may not be the same anymore...
maybe i will grow stronger after my recovery...
maybe i will became weaker after what happened...
but i know i'll be a better man.

heh heh heh.

mirror

looking at the 'me' in the mirror
walking forward is all i can do
thinking too much caused too intense damage
even as i advanced forward
people and things pushes me back
a string pulled me forward
may it not snap

walking in the world without the ones i love
loneliness gripped my legs, not letting me advance
the more i resist the stronger the grip
even if those hands lost the hold, bruises stayed on forever
as i sat in the room without love
tears flowed uncontrolably down
may someone wipe it off

emotions and thoughts tear the 'self' away from me
losing sleep has i gotten used
but losing myself came as an unwarned blow
the question: will i become insane?
the answer: high chance.
my precious cup of sanity is drying up
may it be refilled

took a dip

well...
last night was a sleepless night once again...
the enermy once again knocked at my door...
invading wats left of my torn consiousness...

it whispered in my ears thoughts tat was wrong...
i fought to uphold wats right...
bits and pieces of my strength used up night after night...
a rest to regain my strength it never granted...

the enermy atacks as the earth turns away from the sun...
when everything sleeps he creeps up to me...
but now tho everything is awake he continues...
it seem to have grown stronger as it feeds on my sanity...

a silent cry of help is all tat it limits me...
may it ends it torments i prayed...
a prayer to be answered is all i want...
keep my sanity in one piece...

down

lets see...
my condition:
lack sleep
not eating proper
headache
stress
mental tension


i cant get to sleep lately...
no wanting to eat.
stress come in too

want to know wats happening.
i think im starting to like this feeling.
NOT.

words of wisdom

{and here we are kids! its time for another "words of wisdom"}

Sometimes in order to hurt someone very badly u have to tell that person terrible lies.

enjoy

heh heh heh!

hell

well.
today's post will be something serious.

youth nowadays always say "my working place is hell" or "earth is = to hell!" or even "my life is like hell!"
my reply will be "thats not even CLOSE to hell"

hell is a place humans cant even imagin.
its a place where everyting there forces u to die.
but u just cant die!

ur body is destroyed over and over again,
but it keeps regenarating itself.
the pain u felt as ur flesh is being torn off from ur body is unbearable,
ur body heals back,
and the pain is felt again as demons tears it off once more.
but dont worry.
u wont die.

the air is filled with smoke.
the filthy smell of demons.
will u wanna breathe in all those forever!?
but dont worry.
u wont die.

well...
actually...
u cant even breathe!
think science!
fire needs oxygen to burn!
hell is filled with fire!
if hell is filled with fire that means oxygen is used up!
but dont worry.
u wont die.

just the thought of u dropping into the lake of fire and gets burnt is already sickening...
but imagin u being burnt and ur body regens and u gets burnt over and over again!
that pain can already kill any living being!
but dont worry.
u wont die.

in that heat, everything will feel thirsty.
but at the same time.. no moisture can be found in that heat!
u feel really thirsty,
no drop of water is found.
but dont worry.
u wont die.

trying living in that enviroment forever,
hell wont disappear even when Earth is gone.
it will still remain.
so will u,
tormented by every single thing in it.
but still...
dont worry.
u just wont die.

Engagement

{well well... its time for... a conversation!}

{arnt u glad that there is another conversation?}

{be glad if u arnt!}

*my friend's girlfriend walked in*

eggimo: "Hey!!! Gratz on that whole engagement thingy!"

friend's gf: "What the?!"

eggimo: "Oh.... he hasnt done it yet? OOOOOOPS!!!!"

*friend's girlfriend rans off yelling that my friend*

eggimo: "hehe"

*friend enters the room*

friend: "Hey! U sack of wine! Why did u lie to my gf like that!?"

eggimo: "I just heard a voice telling me to do it. I mistaken it for God. Its actually the devil."

*mad scientist laugh followed by a 'rofl' and then a 'lmao'*

friend: "U !@#$"

*wat happened next issnt for a human's brain holding capacity*

well...
all i can say is...
my butt suffers an intensive out-of-this--beautiful-logical-world pain.

broken

{this is a story of a boy}

Once there was a boy who fancy a girl.
But the girl didnt know.
And the boy doesnt want to show his feelings.
He loves her in the dark.
From the shadows he took care of her.
They started talking.
To sms,
finally to phone calls.

One night when they are talking the girl told the boy she is already attached.
Disappointed is the boy.
Ignorence is the girl.
All feels and hope cracked.
The words the girl said rang in his head.
Beads of tears flow from his cheeks.

Broken may everything seem.
A fire still burns in his heart.
To carry on or not is his question.
too much poundering,
too much scratching...
Confused is the boy.

A simple and stupid story of a boy.
that shit tat falled on him makes him a sad boy.

A long away.

hmm...
eggimo is back to play!
whee!!!

was being drawn to a presence greater than the air we breathe!
and its not a girl tat i'm talking about...
its not even a guy to be exact...
hhahha!!!
still wonder who it is?
lololoollooL!!

anyway!
time for some words of wisdom by teh one and onli eggimo!
'if paper and wood are made from trees, we are actually in contact with the dead everyday of our lives. we even clean our butts with it! imagin stuffing a dead body up ur butt!'

heh heh heh heh!