facing the wrong way

eggimo taken life far too hard and God too lightly...
a hole is burnt in my heart and yet i didnt notice...
the hole stretched in size every passing day...
till one day it consumed my heart...

life provides me nothing but anger...
everytime something bad happens i find something to blame...
"God was to blame for everything!" Was my thoughts...
"what have i become?" Is my thoughts...

bitterness increased every time i point my fingers to Him...
till a point where i lost all faith in him...
"why should i take life so hard!" i thought...
"it only gave me anger and nothing else!" i concluded...

as i question myself in my mind, words starts to form...
i quiet down and focus on the words as it took its shape...
words i have known for a long time but yet didnt pay attention to it...
-God is pure love-